will this lame title get your attention
as you guys may know, i use this space for a lot of stuff, to notify you about updates, say whats going on in my life, and i try to refrain but being a big fat whiny pants but today will be the day i will break that rule because nothing is working out and I'm thinking seriously about quitting. so heres the deal. we have had 20 clicks in the last three days, and guess who most of them where from? ME. i was making sure all the links worked so yeah. we're getting NO visitors. the next thing is people are deleting us on the myspace and it pisses me off! but the worst thing is, the thing that pisses the FUH out of me is that sites with a high friend count dont talk to me and im sick of it. i talk to everyone that leaves me a comment. hell, i was talking with one girl today that had three friends on her account because she had just started. it's just so stupid. how would you like it someone ignored you. they claim that they're busy and hell, i bet they are really busy but tell me that, don't just sit there, read my comment and then ignore it. a lower friend count has NOTHING to do with talent, and if you think it does your senial. it just pisses me off. another thing that is pissing me off is that i have a mac so i can't get cs3 or cs4 which i REALLY REALLY want. so i used the photoshop cs2 trial version just to see what it would be like and it was really easy to use but it's just boring and i used cs3 on my friends computer and it was AHHMAZING. but i can't, because i have a mac, so i can't get photofiltre [which i don't want anyways] and i get cs3 or cs4 so thats just fabulous. i think i might add layouts. but if i dont get up to 1,000 clicks by october fifteenth i'm done. that just shows that there is no point in this. i have 4k so 1,000 clicks should be nothing. i click around every site. i spend HOURS a day just clicking on peoples affys and using their crap, and leaving comments. i'm not even asking you guys to do that. i'm just asking you to look and give my site a chance. jeez. well anyways. if you read all that, i appreciate it. if you didn't. go suck it.
[x amara.
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